With that said, I visited my grandma in the hospital again today. Her surgery actually went down this morning, it was finished successfully, but she's dead on pain medication and stuff like that.

The visit was not too long because of that, she was actually sleeping for most of the time, so we got through with talking to her partner who I saw in a different light after today. Nowadays, well, most of the time, I despise that guy, I really do, but come on, he's getting old and pretty stupid, he can't help it.. or can he?

Anyway, when he wasn't paying attention I actually stared at him for some moments and at those time I saw a sweet old caring man with much pain in his heart, I could see how much this event does with him, hell, he probably cares more about it then me. But well, I practically don't care that much anyway, but I know I'm just fooling myself, my grandma might look invincible, but I know she isn't. Anyway, I actually started to like Erwin (that's his name) once again, but yeah, after a minute or 40 we went home again.

And that was because my grandma said that we had to get lost, haha. She did that yesterday too, but she just doesn't want us to see her in that kind of shape, I can understand that, because I feel the same. The once so strong and brave lady which now lies there as a comatose meatbagg. But yeah, hope she can get out this week, which she should, according to the planning.